ok, tonight i try to call tricia trying to apologize and adam picks up telling me to fuk off....whatever i have may have been a **** earlier, yes i am drunk now and whatever im sorry if you(tricia) never forgive me i understand, i don't know what else to say...it was stupid of me for calling you a slut when i know you are happilly (sp?) in love with adam i have issues to deal with and that is my problem......why adam thinks that i am so stupid little prick child that has been sheltered all his life i don't know..im going to bed this took too long to type